unsettled

the scarves and sweet blazers are back baby...fall is here and i am incredibly excited to break into my seasonal wardrobe. this is when i am at my best, in the shivers of cool breezes and sunny days through falling leave....HOWEVER, they're are evil people among me that are trying to steal my happiness right from underneath me. i will not go into detail on this, because i am a civil human being and will not subject you these demons. lets just say, its time for me to move!!

now, i have been debating a move back home to new york but the pro column just doesnt leave me feeling warm and fuzzy. yes, it would be nice to be with my family and friends and hell, just to get back to the city i love the most, but i have made a life here in the south and im just not ready to bail on that yet. perhaps its because it IS the season of change or because its just in my being to want to jump up and leave after awhile, but i need to make something happen here.

everyone keeps telling me my moves are way too spontaneous and that i dont think things through always, but ya know, everything ive done on a whim has worked out for me. look at the way i got here in richmond!! that was an enormous decision made in a month span. once my mind is set on something its over...im like a spoiled bitch in that way. when i want it, i want it now...and right now....i want to get the fuck outta here!!